At breaking point

[marie~elises mummy]

I cant do it nomore, am just sinking lower and cant handle it. The is the worst i have ever felt all i want is to be with elise, never thought i would ever say that. I am bye myself with 5 kids its in the run up to elises 7th birthday/anniversary and evies 1st birthday. Now i no what i have missed out with on with elise because i have evie. I have noone to talk to. The computers boke so have to use my phone. The kids are misbehaving today aswel, relly dont no how to get past this sorry

[Olliemam+1]

Marie

Bless you xxxxx. You have a lot on your plate withyour Children and Elise Memory coming up and to do al this  it has to be hard. To do this on your own has to be really really tough.  We will be here whenever you need to talk, vent or anything elae.

Sending you my love

Dawn xxxxx. 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

  bless you hun , you are so brave doing this on your own i wish i could give you a big hug we are all here for you hun x