I am the very proud mummy of 6 children now however I had a miscarriage in 2001 which would have been baby 4 but it wasn't meant to be, it was very hard as I had people telling me at least I have the others but they didn't mourn the baby I just lost.
Then in 2006 I I was very happy to be pregnant with identical twin girls, but one died at the beginning of my second trimester, she did not come away and even though I was given constant ultra sounds to check for infection and told I may lose both Jazmine Chayse was born 3 weeks early weighing 5lb 9 oz.
I still can't look at her though now she is 4 and knowing there should be 2 where she is and not feel sad for her and a missing bit of my heart.
She is such a loving little girl but the years has not made it any easier not having her sister even more so knowing they would have been identical , she started preschool and didn't handle the separation very well so she is going back next yr, I feel sorry for my baby as she should have been doing all her milestones with her sister, life is just so unfair sometimes and I know everyone would know what I am talking about.
Glad there is a site like this and very sorry for every one else's losses.
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