I'm going through a really difficult time!

[NeoDaisys&KaitlynDaisy&LucaEthansMammy]

There's so much going on with me at the moment I have suffered 2 misscarriages (1 set of twins) and finding it difficult to conceive again! Most days I'm struggling to cope I cry all the time & the pain of losing my babies seems more raw than ever! I'm going to the lakes with my family & I don't know how I'm going to cope! Everytime I go away I look at the suitcase & think about the babies! I should be packing for them, they should be getting excited about their holidays! This holiday is going to be worse though as my nephew is coming along I know I'm going to watch him play and think of what could have been! My babies should be here with us coming on holiday and having fun instead I am totally alone! I don't know how I'm going to get through it! 

[Pamela]

 

[suzanne]

  sweetheart. i wish your twins were here with you also. i know things are going to be tough with having your nephew there but i hope the time away is gentle on you. 

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

 

[Alison - Lucys Mammy]

 

[marie~elises mummy]

 

[missmybabies]

  I understand how you feel huni.