another set of boy girl twins (lc mentioned)

[kimbobt84-BensMummy]

A parent at school has just given birth to boy girl twins. I am happy for her but it's a physical kick in the heart everytime i see them. I now have to go through school with ashleighs classmate having boy girl twin siblings, a set in the year below, TWO sets in lucys class and a pair of twins in what will be hollys class where one has a disability-now i know that sounds awful but i am jealous! I am! Thats without the same sex twins. Sorry for the big, selfish, jealous, insensitive rant, i just want what they have, what i should have, what i had and lost. And we all have painful reminders, some that really do kick our hearts x

[***clairelouise-finlays mummy ***]

  babe its not selfish or anything like that your hurting for your little man ben there is nothing wrong in the way you are feeling dont be too hard on yourself kim , ben wouldnt want to see his mummy sad . it must be hard i wish i could take away your pain hun i really do xxxxxxxxx

[Belles Mummy]

Oh Kim I hate the I want what they have feeling I live with it everyday and especially when people have girls! It must be so hard for you with that many twin girl boys being around your other childrens lives, something that you then have to face everyday, its so unfair!

You have something they dont have though Kim, A beautiful Ben angel watching over you  xxx